why must everything i can do be restricted by swimming? why why why? the geog/physics NZ trip clashes with SEA Age, so does the bio Wales trip. fine...to the swimmers who are better and have a good future in swimming, competition>school. but that is other swimmers. to me, school>competition. dont you get it?! i might not know what path i want to take next time, but i dont plan on depending on swimming. cos to me, swimming cant get you far. like i said, to others, it might take them far, that's because they are good at swimming and are committed enough to not really care about school much, fine, i'm saying it now, i might be committed to a certain level, but sadly not committed enough spend so much time training if it means waking up earlier for training, which means i have to sleep earlier, which means i have a very limited amount of time to do my homework, which is already quite limited because i get home from evening training and i still have to eat my dinner.
and dont think i wasted my time in one day to post this. it took me a couple of weeks just to post this one post. so, sorry if it dint make sense to you because the thoughts were collated over a couple of weeks and my linking is already bad enough and the scattered thought just made it worse.